A Satanic Sun

A satanic sun shines
In the night
Moon floats upon the cold daylight
The stars keep me falling
One by one
The sky is moving up and out
The pillars of doubt keep shooting up
And down I sink
In
Through the bowels of
the engorged earth.

I am through and out on the other side
Evening paces in spacious black
Strides.
Where are the stars on this darkling grid?
What beyond this darkness leads?

Heaven above
Earth underneath
Beneath the earth

To Hades lead.

I'm out free and cold and wild
The Sun was a myth
And I a mere child

Days to the grave
Then beyond its Inn
A gravelly life
So soiled creeps in
The harvest of all my earthly lust
Prepares me to hell's bridal  dust
See my wedding gown
Of jet ether
It floating rises up to reveal a night
Darker than the nightmare
Of my pallid thighs
This side of  the bottomless fall
Is an emptiness that holds in thrall
And magnifies
And magnifies
And magnifies...
Till earth sun stars clouds trees water falls
Mountains bridges houses and all
Fade away from pinpricks of  existence to nothingness
And from that
Unending bleary nothingness.
My hell seed
Germinates.